We 'CANT' go back..
Yup! I'l do it.. Bend on it, stick to it.. My resolution.
It just came earlier on yest, 1 May. I was sitting in the pantry room at work, tinkin n pondering wats taking val so long to reply?
Its been a day, no lesser. Said she was bz.. n i replied that msg, stil the phone did not respond. I waited. waited n tot.. kept tinking.
enlightenment suddenly struck my head. Y was i waiting so much for her? i mean, am i that desperate for her msg? all i'l get is juz sry i was bz. Thats redundant. i dun need that kind of empathy.
So i sent her another, tellin her about its alrit if u din reply, anyway bout tis thurs, was wondering if u could make it. Then everything didnt sounded imp anymore. I remisence the girls accumulated at the back of my head, judy, joey, mel, val.. all these n mayb somemore that i wanted to patch back, n mayb ther will b a chance of reoccurance.
This tot juz disappeared. I tot about the taka girl immediately. Move on i told myself. Embrace urself for u hav waited tis long, juz go for it. bout the other girls, their 'past'. Their non-existance n u'l only put urself into shit by tryin 2 salvage matters. Yes i said. Am going to do it..
Mayb its the many things i hav to do that gave me courage. I'v got 2 get back the refugees pants, go settle score wif my poly lect, collect the robe for grad.. I hate these kind of things, unfinished business.. Yup, 1 less of it is waiting for val. Am not waitin for her msg anymore. Y shld i..
It just came earlier on yest, 1 May. I was sitting in the pantry room at work, tinkin n pondering wats taking val so long to reply?
Its been a day, no lesser. Said she was bz.. n i replied that msg, stil the phone did not respond. I waited. waited n tot.. kept tinking.
enlightenment suddenly struck my head. Y was i waiting so much for her? i mean, am i that desperate for her msg? all i'l get is juz sry i was bz. Thats redundant. i dun need that kind of empathy.
So i sent her another, tellin her about its alrit if u din reply, anyway bout tis thurs, was wondering if u could make it. Then everything didnt sounded imp anymore. I remisence the girls accumulated at the back of my head, judy, joey, mel, val.. all these n mayb somemore that i wanted to patch back, n mayb ther will b a chance of reoccurance.
This tot juz disappeared. I tot about the taka girl immediately. Move on i told myself. Embrace urself for u hav waited tis long, juz go for it. bout the other girls, their 'past'. Their non-existance n u'l only put urself into shit by tryin 2 salvage matters. Yes i said. Am going to do it..
Mayb its the many things i hav to do that gave me courage. I'v got 2 get back the refugees pants, go settle score wif my poly lect, collect the robe for grad.. I hate these kind of things, unfinished business.. Yup, 1 less of it is waiting for val. Am not waitin for her msg anymore. Y shld i..
posted by dont forget 01'06 at 12:29 am
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