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Today.. Recently.. Dead..

I see the shades of green leaves turn brown.
They fell effortlessly to the bottem of the earth.
Withered, empty souls.
I see the ppl smiling ard me.
I see bliss,

HAPPINESS, LOVE, JOY, AIMLESS.

Thats ME...

Grey, Entertaining, Persisting, FAKE.

The world's crashing as he stood btn those waves.
Tearing apart all that he hav gained.
Leaving the helpless to hopeless despair,
ashes to ashes, to b rid n cursed.
this wretched being, his not worth a thing.

Am trying too hard. Way too hard. Y isnt it me, Y isnt everything happening to me?
Too the end all thats to b shared was given out, i recieved none, asif i'v fallen under some category n y muz this it b tis way, cfharactorizing, distributing, splitting every1..
Fair? Unfair?
Its fuked. Tis world's fuked. Its a fuked up world i hav been living in, n i dun reli see wat i could gain out of it. Wher am i goin? Wat am i doin this for? Am i beta off dead? Its suffering. suffering to live, suffering to hav to live n make amends, make sacrifices, make others happy, make tis world a beta place to live in.



Seriously..................






'Whats the point in life?'

A Terrfic DAY.

Hoooooray!!

I was frontline today n i SOLD two shirts. DAMN! 1st was a 849, 2nd was a 509. Goodness.. Its such an experience to b engaging the customers n meeting, explaining and reading their demands.. Seriously, 3 cheers for frontline!

Actually, today would b considered 1 of those happy days. Like whoever passed by me in work will b waving, smiling, the whole world's happy that kind of ting? There's no worries, nothing in the air but happiness and i seriously love tis beautiful lady working in GA. Unmistakebly gorgeous, her smile gives me the shrill, kind of a melting machine. Though i was juz introduced by wendy once afew days ago, she waved asif she was so delighted to see me, n i was in fact quite far from wher she was standing, waving to the fact that even the staff in the shop also turned to look at who was it. I felt so wanted! ahhh... Roma as well, both of them are so nice laaa.. Today's a terrific day. definitely, bt a vice versa, i'l b prepared for the storm heading my way.

I decided, to justify my actions and wat i feel i shld do right now, is i shldnt b trying so hard to knw new girls, juz play steady n at the same time, take care of val. i sent a msg to shirley, i cant foresee the outcome, bt for now, jus as a close fren, as the way i took care of her b4.