Reciprocal , Unjust.
Been so lowly, spendin all the hours standing, making tat bit of cash, n watching the ppl wif $ goin about. Status & cash, when everyone else are also fellow human. But tis MONEY moves the world ard. Life's unfair, get used to it.. Those richies, they enjoy n get everything they wan, they do wat they like n
Life's unfair, get used to it.
Spending my hrs standing, enduring the pain, serving, pleasing them jus to put that little $$ into my pocket.
Life's harsh, pathetic little beings.
Money moves the world ard. Those rich ass, doing wat they like, getting wat they wan. Of coz there are many many scenerios, for the more unfortunate 1's, they come from hardship.. Those lucky bastards, just enjoying the riches of wat life can offer..
Yea i understand. Wyn (supervisor) always tell me be satisfied wif ur life. U nev knw wat those ppl are suffering. Its true. But at least they get to have a taste of wat richness can offer bt we cant, n we die just like that. I cant say how much pain i, amongst the little 1's, are made to suffer.
Ahhhh.. The miseries in life.
Anyway i got my grade today, n it was hell of a fuked up. I got lik 2 Bs, 2 C+ n 1 D+.
My D+? was my fyp, which we got a gold award. Its not lik i fuking din do anything, i made sacrifices n even offered help, bt it was them who din need me, n y din i join them at the start? coz TOH (teacher-in-charge) put me into another project, n then he scraped it off w/out telling me. That was the 1st fuk move, now he gav me a D+, 2nd fuk move. Seriously i'v got the urge to kill him, bt i knw i wun, its juz those very full of hatred thing..
And our fund.
We were promised to get back every single cent we put in after the project is being done. It was done in dec n i haven got my cash back since yet. We trusted u u knw? we sacrificed, we unselfishly took out our $ n i stil got reprimanded by my mum for being slow n inefficient. We went back to TOH, n he did the 3rd fuked up move.. He said there was no evidence we put in $. lik wat the FUCK la, we handed the invoice directly to u, if u lost it or someting, watever u shld fuking say so.. rather then putting us out, stil having to go down personally to claim back our rightful $$.. U dun have the time u tink we do? So fuked up.
Anyway bout the results i got back today?
My mum reprimanded me, saying i shld hav put in more effort in studying rather then playing my computor games. Pls.. i was addicted in the 3rd yr, not the 1st 2.. Farthermore it was more of i din wan to study coz i only tot of getting it down rather then not studying.. But my dad surprised me today. He fought for me, telling me its ok.
I told him i got 2.1/4. Its juz a 1% pass..
And he said it was ok. At least i got a pass.
Then i told him i cant get into Uni.
N he replied wif at least its beta than my bro who doesnt even hav a cert.
Then awhile later after my bath, he came to me n asked if mummy wasnt happy..
Ya i said.
N comfortingly, he told me mummy's expectations are higher bt at least u pass ok..
Still recently, he kept asking about this phone i had in mind, suddenly i felt the love the close 1's are giving me. Its nice.
Life's unfair, get used to it.
Spending my hrs standing, enduring the pain, serving, pleasing them jus to put that little $$ into my pocket.
Life's harsh, pathetic little beings.
Money moves the world ard. Those rich ass, doing wat they like, getting wat they wan. Of coz there are many many scenerios, for the more unfortunate 1's, they come from hardship.. Those lucky bastards, just enjoying the riches of wat life can offer..
Yea i understand. Wyn (supervisor) always tell me be satisfied wif ur life. U nev knw wat those ppl are suffering. Its true. But at least they get to have a taste of wat richness can offer bt we cant, n we die just like that. I cant say how much pain i, amongst the little 1's, are made to suffer.
Ahhhh.. The miseries in life.
Anyway i got my grade today, n it was hell of a fuked up. I got lik 2 Bs, 2 C+ n 1 D+.
My D+? was my fyp, which we got a gold award. Its not lik i fuking din do anything, i made sacrifices n even offered help, bt it was them who din need me, n y din i join them at the start? coz TOH (teacher-in-charge) put me into another project, n then he scraped it off w/out telling me. That was the 1st fuk move, now he gav me a D+, 2nd fuk move. Seriously i'v got the urge to kill him, bt i knw i wun, its juz those very full of hatred thing..
And our fund.
We were promised to get back every single cent we put in after the project is being done. It was done in dec n i haven got my cash back since yet. We trusted u u knw? we sacrificed, we unselfishly took out our $ n i stil got reprimanded by my mum for being slow n inefficient. We went back to TOH, n he did the 3rd fuked up move.. He said there was no evidence we put in $. lik wat the FUCK la, we handed the invoice directly to u, if u lost it or someting, watever u shld fuking say so.. rather then putting us out, stil having to go down personally to claim back our rightful $$.. U dun have the time u tink we do? So fuked up.
Anyway bout the results i got back today?
My mum reprimanded me, saying i shld hav put in more effort in studying rather then playing my computor games. Pls.. i was addicted in the 3rd yr, not the 1st 2.. Farthermore it was more of i din wan to study coz i only tot of getting it down rather then not studying.. But my dad surprised me today. He fought for me, telling me its ok.
I told him i got 2.1/4. Its juz a 1% pass..
And he said it was ok. At least i got a pass.
Then i told him i cant get into Uni.
N he replied wif at least its beta than my bro who doesnt even hav a cert.
Then awhile later after my bath, he came to me n asked if mummy wasnt happy..
Ya i said.
N comfortingly, he told me mummy's expectations are higher bt at least u pass ok..
Still recently, he kept asking about this phone i had in mind, suddenly i felt the love the close 1's are giving me. Its nice.
posted by dont forget 01'06 at 10:07 pm
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