A rain & bow.
Crawling under the skin, slowly tormenting.
Events start to expose itself to an unnecessary work of extraordinary time management, above all, the pain from my contary human partners.
The Wallet.
Heaven knws wat task they had for me. Fancy taking my wallet away from me when i needed it most, n giving me responsibilities, or u can call them tasks, to retrieve my lost items. And when everything is rdy.. They say, ok.. after u have emptied the box.. Put the items back. My wallet was returned.
Today, (9th of march, a friday)
I left home early for napfa, which i failed bcoz of my 2.4km. thats fuked, got to redo all bcoz of that, n make another trip down, bt nvm. i got to go down as well, to retrieve my password for my 1-napfa booking, 2-my results, 3-graduation.
After that, i alighted at Amiralty to make a police report so i could get my admin card replaced.
Next, i alighted at Sembawang to make my ezlink.
Then i headed down to lavender station to get my ic done. Ther, i told them the senerio n they treated it as a case of theft. So in all, it took lik 1hr plus..
I had nothin to do, n since i was so near to Judy's work place, i decided to drop by, mayb to play afew games of pool to see her standard. But it didnt happened, i was ther, yes i was.. Bt she cldnt play. Then she started to tell me bout other guys n watever ok? Am not interested.. thats ur problem, u leave it to urself to bother bout them. Since u nev listened to mine, y shld i carry on wif urs?
By then, i was reli bored, depressed, alone, all at 1 go. I felt at the moment 'Wats so interesting bout living?' Anyway, then a thought came to my mind.. Watch a movie alone. Tis was wat michelle suggested, n yea.. i was thinking of doing it in cwp.. So on my way there, mouse called. Ok.. We'r out again, finally somebody is here..
Leo's.
It started slowly with Judy having to give me the cold shoulder. Its lik i shld mean something to her, bt she would rather take leaves off or go out with other frens, that makes me feel unimportant. On another note, she's juz lik val. They give me tis out burst of emotional feelings but the funny thing is, we dun hav much to communicate about.
My problem with them is they lik tokin bout their own subjects, n they dun giv a heap about wat u try to say. Alrit, i take it to another level, i listen to wat they have to say n tok in terms of that, then again, their replies are monotanious. Its boring. When we msg, its boring too. No matter how hard i try to improve, giving in to them, toking about more interesting affairs regarding myself, or them.. It doesnt work.
Guys.
Then i go on to more basic stuff lik msging lionel, sms text him, msn text.. No response, lik wtf la.. Watever k.. All my other guy friends have lik DISAPPEARED. Only mouse is visible. Almost everyweek i see him twice, n its nice la.. Everytime we meet, we either go mutt's place or catch a movie or have dinner or even both. This is worth bringing up. For the rest, i'v got nothin to comment about. Just that, its my bday next wk, n mouse will surely b coming, as for Jt, Mutt, Syl, Ant, Tts.. Am not sure.
Bday.
Regarding that. I'v got to meet:
Sheryl.
Joey, Huimin, Heng.
Buds.
Valerie.
Karen mayb. (If u see this karen, dun get mad. Coz i din giv u anything last yr so u dun hav to *po fei ok?)
Optional: Judy, Marg.
Val.
Being the almost the most imp person in my life, ironically the 1 that disappointed me the most as well, might nt be able to make it. I doubt she even remembers coz she's so bz wif her stuf that she cant reply my msg, well done. Everything i plan, it always has to b wif her, am even willing to sacrifice my bday n celebrate the day b4 wif my fren. But the efforts seem to b ending in vain. She told me almost everyday next wk she'l b bz, so ya ok.. Its reli ok. I'v tot it over alrdy. I'l forget everything that ever happened in our past, if she doesnt turn up. Am very determined too.
Marg.
Its been almost half a yr ago she promised me tis birthday, she would do a gd 1 for me, to repay wat i did for her on her bday last yr. Bt due to the growing distance btn the both of us, i doubt, lik val.. She'l knw that next fri is actually my bday. Or mayb juz find out on that day n wish "Hey, happy birtyday bla bla bla.."
WHY, why is it so imp that am toking so much about it.
Why? Becoz it symbolizes sincerity, faith and love, that u remember about somebody's imp day n tis always brings a smile to anybody born on that day. Even if ur not close, a simple wish can bring happiness and even brighten the day. It isnt something to b taken lightly. On the whole, it shows who reli are the 1's who treasure u.
Events start to expose itself to an unnecessary work of extraordinary time management, above all, the pain from my contary human partners.
The Wallet.
Heaven knws wat task they had for me. Fancy taking my wallet away from me when i needed it most, n giving me responsibilities, or u can call them tasks, to retrieve my lost items. And when everything is rdy.. They say, ok.. after u have emptied the box.. Put the items back. My wallet was returned.
Today, (9th of march, a friday)
I left home early for napfa, which i failed bcoz of my 2.4km. thats fuked, got to redo all bcoz of that, n make another trip down, bt nvm. i got to go down as well, to retrieve my password for my 1-napfa booking, 2-my results, 3-graduation.
After that, i alighted at Amiralty to make a police report so i could get my admin card replaced.
Next, i alighted at Sembawang to make my ezlink.
Then i headed down to lavender station to get my ic done. Ther, i told them the senerio n they treated it as a case of theft. So in all, it took lik 1hr plus..
I had nothin to do, n since i was so near to Judy's work place, i decided to drop by, mayb to play afew games of pool to see her standard. But it didnt happened, i was ther, yes i was.. Bt she cldnt play. Then she started to tell me bout other guys n watever ok? Am not interested.. thats ur problem, u leave it to urself to bother bout them. Since u nev listened to mine, y shld i carry on wif urs?
By then, i was reli bored, depressed, alone, all at 1 go. I felt at the moment 'Wats so interesting bout living?' Anyway, then a thought came to my mind.. Watch a movie alone. Tis was wat michelle suggested, n yea.. i was thinking of doing it in cwp.. So on my way there, mouse called. Ok.. We'r out again, finally somebody is here..
Leo's.
It started slowly with Judy having to give me the cold shoulder. Its lik i shld mean something to her, bt she would rather take leaves off or go out with other frens, that makes me feel unimportant. On another note, she's juz lik val. They give me tis out burst of emotional feelings but the funny thing is, we dun hav much to communicate about.
My problem with them is they lik tokin bout their own subjects, n they dun giv a heap about wat u try to say. Alrit, i take it to another level, i listen to wat they have to say n tok in terms of that, then again, their replies are monotanious. Its boring. When we msg, its boring too. No matter how hard i try to improve, giving in to them, toking about more interesting affairs regarding myself, or them.. It doesnt work.
Guys.
Then i go on to more basic stuff lik msging lionel, sms text him, msn text.. No response, lik wtf la.. Watever k.. All my other guy friends have lik DISAPPEARED. Only mouse is visible. Almost everyweek i see him twice, n its nice la.. Everytime we meet, we either go mutt's place or catch a movie or have dinner or even both. This is worth bringing up. For the rest, i'v got nothin to comment about. Just that, its my bday next wk, n mouse will surely b coming, as for Jt, Mutt, Syl, Ant, Tts.. Am not sure.
Bday.
Regarding that. I'v got to meet:
Sheryl.
Joey, Huimin, Heng.
Buds.
Valerie.
Karen mayb. (If u see this karen, dun get mad. Coz i din giv u anything last yr so u dun hav to *po fei ok?)
Optional: Judy, Marg.
Val.
Being the almost the most imp person in my life, ironically the 1 that disappointed me the most as well, might nt be able to make it. I doubt she even remembers coz she's so bz wif her stuf that she cant reply my msg, well done. Everything i plan, it always has to b wif her, am even willing to sacrifice my bday n celebrate the day b4 wif my fren. But the efforts seem to b ending in vain. She told me almost everyday next wk she'l b bz, so ya ok.. Its reli ok. I'v tot it over alrdy. I'l forget everything that ever happened in our past, if she doesnt turn up. Am very determined too.
Marg.
Its been almost half a yr ago she promised me tis birthday, she would do a gd 1 for me, to repay wat i did for her on her bday last yr. Bt due to the growing distance btn the both of us, i doubt, lik val.. She'l knw that next fri is actually my bday. Or mayb juz find out on that day n wish "Hey, happy birtyday bla bla bla.."
WHY, why is it so imp that am toking so much about it.
Why? Becoz it symbolizes sincerity, faith and love, that u remember about somebody's imp day n tis always brings a smile to anybody born on that day. Even if ur not close, a simple wish can bring happiness and even brighten the day. It isnt something to b taken lightly. On the whole, it shows who reli are the 1's who treasure u.
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