This is how i disappear
Its lik so sudden, everything's crumbling.. All at ONCE.
Lets start wif my fyp report. So many missing chapters n am not sure of wat we reli hav now is the whole report. All the fuking TSO fault. He went to lose the Cd n look at all the shit we'r being put into. Report submission tml, if not every1 gets D. I reli dun giv a fuk anymore.. If tml i find out that we'r missing more then the 1st 6 chp's, then am juz goin to leave it at it is.. Seriously bite me, i dun care..
Next, more of personal la..
Its val n mel.. They hav been my closer girl friends, bt it seems lik their so away from me now.. Tried msging, bt no replies.. Mayb its my phone, n i hope so.. But there's no reason nt to reply me, well nothin happened in btn so tt's y they cant b avoiding me.. Its juz freaking annoying that their not replying at the time i need them most. And its always the case, when they need me, they come n i entertain, when its my turn, their away.. Its fuking irritating.. And that's y i nev care about any1 anymore, their all pain that's all.. there's no kindness in this world, its made tis way..
Now tis the fuking game. I finally realize y i was so mad. I spent 2weeks of training, everyday grinding honor, and for WAT? juz for the rank commander so to get my epic mount. At the start i could hav earned the 720g to pay for my riding skill, bt agreeing to a cheaper alternative, n a nicer mount, i chose to grind the honor.. And when i finally get to wat i wan.. They change the patch. This is unfair to me, n to those who are alike. So wat did i gain from the last 2wks of grinding? NOTHIN. I lost time wif my parents, made them angry, cancelled outing's wif my friends and resorted to lesser slping time all juz so i can get to commander. All for something, REGRETS. Regret not becoz of wat i did was wrong, bt wat BLIZZARD did to me, making wat i did all for nothin, tt's my regret. I was fuking pissed n lost. Then at the same time, my online friends are lik so helpful.. I couldnt join their Battleground raid bcoz of my slower mount, which i SHOULD b getting actually, n syl wun help me wif my 720g.. Seriously when feb4 come, am goin to stop. Fuking pissed, blizzard's lik this, n u guys are the same.
There's nothin to look forward now. Life's lik shit now when everything's tumbling.. Even their not msging, how bad can that get? And everyday i get the fuking report, n grp mates coming to me 'eh so hows the report? make sure u do a gd 1 k?' Everything we tok about now is report. We had been friends for 3yrs, n all we tok about now is report.. thanks alot.. When i come back juz to get my mind of the report, my game and those stuff come back..
Anyway tml i'l hav 2 hand up the report.. Tt's somethin freaking relieving la.. Then I'l b goin down to gym after the Mr Toh meeting at 3, surely get some scolding n embarrassment bt lik i alrdy said, bite me.. After tml, or rather the meeting, am juz gona put everything away n do something diff..
Its hard to keep pretending lik nothin happened.
Lets start wif my fyp report. So many missing chapters n am not sure of wat we reli hav now is the whole report. All the fuking TSO fault. He went to lose the Cd n look at all the shit we'r being put into. Report submission tml, if not every1 gets D. I reli dun giv a fuk anymore.. If tml i find out that we'r missing more then the 1st 6 chp's, then am juz goin to leave it at it is.. Seriously bite me, i dun care..
Next, more of personal la..
Its val n mel.. They hav been my closer girl friends, bt it seems lik their so away from me now.. Tried msging, bt no replies.. Mayb its my phone, n i hope so.. But there's no reason nt to reply me, well nothin happened in btn so tt's y they cant b avoiding me.. Its juz freaking annoying that their not replying at the time i need them most. And its always the case, when they need me, they come n i entertain, when its my turn, their away.. Its fuking irritating.. And that's y i nev care about any1 anymore, their all pain that's all.. there's no kindness in this world, its made tis way..
Now tis the fuking game. I finally realize y i was so mad. I spent 2weeks of training, everyday grinding honor, and for WAT? juz for the rank commander so to get my epic mount. At the start i could hav earned the 720g to pay for my riding skill, bt agreeing to a cheaper alternative, n a nicer mount, i chose to grind the honor.. And when i finally get to wat i wan.. They change the patch. This is unfair to me, n to those who are alike. So wat did i gain from the last 2wks of grinding? NOTHIN. I lost time wif my parents, made them angry, cancelled outing's wif my friends and resorted to lesser slping time all juz so i can get to commander. All for something, REGRETS. Regret not becoz of wat i did was wrong, bt wat BLIZZARD did to me, making wat i did all for nothin, tt's my regret. I was fuking pissed n lost. Then at the same time, my online friends are lik so helpful.. I couldnt join their Battleground raid bcoz of my slower mount, which i SHOULD b getting actually, n syl wun help me wif my 720g.. Seriously when feb4 come, am goin to stop. Fuking pissed, blizzard's lik this, n u guys are the same.
There's nothin to look forward now. Life's lik shit now when everything's tumbling.. Even their not msging, how bad can that get? And everyday i get the fuking report, n grp mates coming to me 'eh so hows the report? make sure u do a gd 1 k?' Everything we tok about now is report. We had been friends for 3yrs, n all we tok about now is report.. thanks alot.. When i come back juz to get my mind of the report, my game and those stuff come back..
Anyway tml i'l hav 2 hand up the report.. Tt's somethin freaking relieving la.. Then I'l b goin down to gym after the Mr Toh meeting at 3, surely get some scolding n embarrassment bt lik i alrdy said, bite me.. After tml, or rather the meeting, am juz gona put everything away n do something diff..
Its hard to keep pretending lik nothin happened.
posted by dont forget 01'06 at 9:21 pm
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