Mostly everything has been gotten over.. My project, my game, girls.. But badluck's stil befallen onto me la.. fuk tat.
Anyway i was surprised to see mel's mail today.. It said someting about losing her hp, n how to contact her n stuff.. BUT, i was more surprised to see the only PS sentence.. It was for me! She WANTS my house no n said stuf lik she'l b calling, well, she used to call once in a while when she cant get me on my mobile.. The thing is i felt so, lik she stil remembered n took me as a close friend la.. Man, am so delighted i gona hug her when we meet up soon.. Tt msg made me miss her instantly, lol..
Also today had kbox wif karen n lionel.. The more interesting thing was on the way n back from there.. SUPER heavy raining weather, n we were lik carrying newspaper's over our head in town.. Its ungraceful, bt its fun.. Coz u do things ppl dun do n tat is different, in other words, special.. Right, back to kbox.. How long has it been? months since i last stepped in there.. Super fun la, singing out lik hell, but dancing is stil beta.. I wana danceeeee.. Oh ya.. took some pics too, cool.. =) Realized my friendster is always wif those antique pics.. muz take some new 1's alrdy..
Finally its my mum's bday today, ok yesterday.. 19Dec.. Happy Bday Mum! Wish ur blessed wif great health, n no more pulling of the leg..
Its lik so sudden, everything's crumbling.. All at ONCE.
Lets start wif my fyp report. So many missing chapters n am not sure of wat we reli hav now is the whole report. All the fuking TSO fault. He went to lose the Cd n look at all the shit we'r being put into. Report submission tml, if not every1 gets D. I reli dun giv a fuk anymore.. If tml i find out that we'r missing more then the 1st 6 chp's, then am juz goin to leave it at it is.. Seriously bite me, i dun care..
Next, more of personal la..
Its val n mel.. They hav been my closer girl friends, bt it seems lik their so away from me now.. Tried msging, bt no replies.. Mayb its my phone, n i hope so.. But there's no reason nt to reply me, well nothin happened in btn so tt's y they cant b avoiding me.. Its juz freaking annoying that their not replying at the time i need them most. And its always the case, when they need me, they come n i entertain, when its my turn, their away.. Its fuking irritating.. And that's y i nev care about any1 anymore, their all pain that's all.. there's no kindness in this world, its made tis way..
Now tis the fuking game. I finally realize y i was so mad. I spent 2weeks of training, everyday grinding honor, and for WAT? juz for the rank commander so to get my epic mount. At the start i could hav earned the 720g to pay for my riding skill, bt agreeing to a cheaper alternative, n a nicer mount, i chose to grind the honor.. And when i finally get to wat i wan.. They change the patch. This is unfair to me, n to those who are alike. So wat did i gain from the last 2wks of grinding? NOTHIN. I lost time wif my parents, made them angry, cancelled outing's wif my friends and resorted to lesser slping time all juz so i can get to commander. All for something, REGRETS. Regret not becoz of wat i did was wrong, bt wat BLIZZARD did to me, making wat i did all for nothin, tt's my regret. I was fuking pissed n lost. Then at the same time, my online friends are lik so helpful.. I couldnt join their Battleground raid bcoz of my slower mount, which i SHOULD b getting actually, n syl wun help me wif my 720g.. Seriously when feb4 come, am goin to stop. Fuking pissed, blizzard's lik this, n u guys are the same.
There's nothin to look forward now. Life's lik shit now when everything's tumbling.. Even their not msging, how bad can that get? And everyday i get the fuking report, n grp mates coming to me 'eh so hows the report? make sure u do a gd 1 k?' Everything we tok about now is report. We had been friends for 3yrs, n all we tok about now is report.. thanks alot.. When i come back juz to get my mind of the report, my game and those stuff come back..
Anyway tml i'l hav 2 hand up the report.. Tt's somethin freaking relieving la.. Then I'l b goin down to gym after the Mr Toh meeting at 3, surely get some scolding n embarrassment bt lik i alrdy said, bite me.. After tml, or rather the meeting, am juz gona put everything away n do something diff..
FYP: Report has to be submitted next week, and it have to be in soft copy. Like WTF, TSO lost the latest copy and that means the old 1 is missing the 1st 6 topics of the full report. Wat now? next week is the submission date and we'v yet even started typing out the 3 topic from the hard copy. fuked.. Seriously i dont knw wat to do.. We tot of photo copying the 1st 6 topics, and then with the editted topics from the old cd(soft copy), hand up the whole report. BUT if it reli has to be in soft copy.. the 1st 6 topic is not lik a 1week ting, furthurmore its fuking tedious! I'l reli consider giving it up if tt's the case..
GAME: Ok, i was lik 6% away from my epic mount.. ALL the honor n scolding from parents n TIME (time that i can spend on my exam, n not ending up failin 2 out of 3), all juz so i can get my epic mount; GONE TO WASTE.
Yes i was 6% away.. that means, the next tues if i get enough honor, i can rank up from 11 to 12 n get my epic mount. BUT no. The FUKING NEW PATCH was introduced in the following week. There goes my epic mount. Actually can be bought using juz 8GOLD, now it cost SOOOOooo many marks, n marks=1st sentence (the honor, scolding n time) i can get them now.. bt it has been editted, no longer can i juz use it lik tt, i need to learn the skill.. That means from the start, i should hav started earning enough gold for my skill. Now am doin wat i shld hav done at the beginning, earn $.. That means i fuking hell wasted afew of my weeks, sacrifices and ALL the FUK! AM back to SQUARE ONE! I'v somehow lost interest in tis game alrdy.. The new patch is so diff and am not used to it. I hate the ppl in the guild and i hate the ppl i knw in the game. Somehow i feel this game will be given up upon. i duno.. Am reli confused.
CLUB: Today was a grp, 8 guys 1 girl.. So we went there late, n the queue was so long u knew
FYUKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WTF!!!!!! twice i tried to copy the draft so if the site hangs, i can reload it.. THIS IS FUKING IRRITATING, i feel lik throwing the whole lab top down the window.. FUK!!!
