Seren-ity
Today's the day... Our 1st outing, no movie, no dinner, nothin planned. All walk and talk.
Had deidre coming in btn our day today.. Damn! She couldnt confirm wif serene until evening, so we sort of plan stuff only after 6. So we did nothin, nothin bt merely walking n moving about from 1 mall, to another, n another n another.. Juz talking.
The guardian wasnt showing anymore, or rather only at selected few theatres, bt they were all so far from us n its turning off. Then we carried on walking n i was thinking hard of wat we could do.. So i juz randomly told her i need a drink. Then i started lookin for places wif drinks, then i saw coffee bean.. But when i asked her, she said dun wan.. then i suggested carrefour, tat kind of shopping amuse her tt's y, n she said no.. then no no no.. So then i reli din knw wat n she then she surprised me by telling me she wans to go esplanade.. After awhile of thinking, i guess it was random for her to do tat too.. We got to esplanade in the end. Ther's reli nothin to do, n i dun understand y.. Then we chance upon tis choco shop n ended up ther..
Bt tis was the best time wif her..
Coz we sat facing each other, i started noticing her looks.. And at times, it reli appeared to me that she's just so attractive. I couldnt keep my eyes off her at times, bt bcoz she was telling me someting, so i took advantage of it.. if not it would b so obvious am startin to hav designs on her. Time juz passed ther n it was so unexpecting.. i mean, the time i spend ther wif her couldnt b bought by anyting.. I'v had so much fun juz by tokin wif her, n i reli mean toking.. Till now i cannot forget that look. Its look so innocent n demure n the atmosphere was so faint that she look juz perfect. My feelings twitched one time and i reli shld hav taken her photo then.. Its such such such a pity, damn..
Also i found out about someting. This guy she's been liking all along.. bt, am nt sure if she's still rooting for him.. tis alone is demoralizing. I asked myself if i reli liked her? Or was it more of wanting her? I thought i could only answer it wif the lather, bt i am missing her more now, n its bothering.. Am affected. If tis is temporary, i shldnt b feeling so bad, or it has always been lik that? I duno.. Bt 1 things for sure, i rely miss her. I wana tel her so much, bt on the other hand i dun wan to scare her.. Its hard to do so, bt i guess i dun hav an alternative.. =(
Had deidre coming in btn our day today.. Damn! She couldnt confirm wif serene until evening, so we sort of plan stuff only after 6. So we did nothin, nothin bt merely walking n moving about from 1 mall, to another, n another n another.. Juz talking.
The guardian wasnt showing anymore, or rather only at selected few theatres, bt they were all so far from us n its turning off. Then we carried on walking n i was thinking hard of wat we could do.. So i juz randomly told her i need a drink. Then i started lookin for places wif drinks, then i saw coffee bean.. But when i asked her, she said dun wan.. then i suggested carrefour, tat kind of shopping amuse her tt's y, n she said no.. then no no no.. So then i reli din knw wat n she then she surprised me by telling me she wans to go esplanade.. After awhile of thinking, i guess it was random for her to do tat too.. We got to esplanade in the end. Ther's reli nothin to do, n i dun understand y.. Then we chance upon tis choco shop n ended up ther..
Bt tis was the best time wif her..
Coz we sat facing each other, i started noticing her looks.. And at times, it reli appeared to me that she's just so attractive. I couldnt keep my eyes off her at times, bt bcoz she was telling me someting, so i took advantage of it.. if not it would b so obvious am startin to hav designs on her. Time juz passed ther n it was so unexpecting.. i mean, the time i spend ther wif her couldnt b bought by anyting.. I'v had so much fun juz by tokin wif her, n i reli mean toking.. Till now i cannot forget that look. Its look so innocent n demure n the atmosphere was so faint that she look juz perfect. My feelings twitched one time and i reli shld hav taken her photo then.. Its such such such a pity, damn..
Also i found out about someting. This guy she's been liking all along.. bt, am nt sure if she's still rooting for him.. tis alone is demoralizing. I asked myself if i reli liked her? Or was it more of wanting her? I thought i could only answer it wif the lather, bt i am missing her more now, n its bothering.. Am affected. If tis is temporary, i shldnt b feeling so bad, or it has always been lik that? I duno.. Bt 1 things for sure, i rely miss her. I wana tel her so much, bt on the other hand i dun wan to scare her.. Its hard to do so, bt i guess i dun hav an alternative.. =(
posted by dont forget 01'06 at 1:45 am
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