A bad day.
It is such a joke that a 3rd yr student can nearly mistaken the dates for the mid semester test..
I really tot so it was the following week until Jt told me to check the sch mail, and so i went.. Crap! it rely is next wk.. And i haven even started my revision of BMD n i even planned to go out tat wed wif Serene.. ALL gone.
For a moment, i was wondering if the wed will b called off, since last wed, val called off the cooking on the very day, n karen told me to juz go cut our hair.. N ironically, it was cancelled by myself. So i postphoned all the dates, n i hope it wun end up horribly..
Back to study.
I was panicking for the 1st time.. I cannot keep up wif my revision bcoz i slacked too much, n my realization of exam next wk. No time to study, no time.. So i stayed up yest night, till bout 3plus studying. Yay! i managed to complete 1 chp, lol.. eh.. bt tis module is GAYness.. Its definitely not my field, i find no interest in it n mayb so, tt's y i feel lik a UNI student, taking up someting so profiled n when i completed the 1st chp, i felt enlightened. So am keeping up the study plan n lowering my goals. Furthurmore, i'v got to attend syl's party later on. Tonight, tml n mon will b study for BMD, n mon will hav an additional PHYSIO.
Some happenings for today..
My maid got sent off tis morning. Tis was the 1st time i ever felt the feeling of being stalked. she's always finding topics n chances just to tok to me, n finally, after that letter incident.. I became afraid. The letter soon got into the hands of my parents and after reading, my mum decided to send her off immediately. She was so scared she didnt slp the whole night yesterday. And my dad faced it calmly.. After reading the letters, he immediately asked me how i felt, picking that right tone, n then i told him i chose to ignore wat ever thats written on it, partly because i din understand the whole sentence, bt i could grasp the meaning of it because of the words used. I slept in my sisters room yesterday, n tt's y i got the motivation to stay up n study till 3am.
The 2nd incident was marg. It has been inside me for along long time.. I cancelled the 'meeting' where am suppose to hav dinner wif her, n get her to pass Judy someting. It was her reply that i could not forget.. Ther was someting i felt in it, its lik she was disappointed, n yet frustrated. But i chose to ignore tis feeling, n i didnt reply.. I was running away i knw..
So i finally got down to settle tis 'debt', i sent her tis msg yest n was waiting to see how she would reply tis morning.. Yes, i again was speechless.. She asked me y i was avoiding her? I didnt knw how 2 reply her. I was not only avoiding her, bt every1 else in fact. Am kinda lost now.. I'l reply her later on..
I really tot so it was the following week until Jt told me to check the sch mail, and so i went.. Crap! it rely is next wk.. And i haven even started my revision of BMD n i even planned to go out tat wed wif Serene.. ALL gone.
For a moment, i was wondering if the wed will b called off, since last wed, val called off the cooking on the very day, n karen told me to juz go cut our hair.. N ironically, it was cancelled by myself. So i postphoned all the dates, n i hope it wun end up horribly..
Back to study.
I was panicking for the 1st time.. I cannot keep up wif my revision bcoz i slacked too much, n my realization of exam next wk. No time to study, no time.. So i stayed up yest night, till bout 3plus studying. Yay! i managed to complete 1 chp, lol.. eh.. bt tis module is GAYness.. Its definitely not my field, i find no interest in it n mayb so, tt's y i feel lik a UNI student, taking up someting so profiled n when i completed the 1st chp, i felt enlightened. So am keeping up the study plan n lowering my goals. Furthurmore, i'v got to attend syl's party later on. Tonight, tml n mon will b study for BMD, n mon will hav an additional PHYSIO.
Some happenings for today..
My maid got sent off tis morning. Tis was the 1st time i ever felt the feeling of being stalked. she's always finding topics n chances just to tok to me, n finally, after that letter incident.. I became afraid. The letter soon got into the hands of my parents and after reading, my mum decided to send her off immediately. She was so scared she didnt slp the whole night yesterday. And my dad faced it calmly.. After reading the letters, he immediately asked me how i felt, picking that right tone, n then i told him i chose to ignore wat ever thats written on it, partly because i din understand the whole sentence, bt i could grasp the meaning of it because of the words used. I slept in my sisters room yesterday, n tt's y i got the motivation to stay up n study till 3am.
The 2nd incident was marg. It has been inside me for along long time.. I cancelled the 'meeting' where am suppose to hav dinner wif her, n get her to pass Judy someting. It was her reply that i could not forget.. Ther was someting i felt in it, its lik she was disappointed, n yet frustrated. But i chose to ignore tis feeling, n i didnt reply.. I was running away i knw..
So i finally got down to settle tis 'debt', i sent her tis msg yest n was waiting to see how she would reply tis morning.. Yes, i again was speechless.. She asked me y i was avoiding her? I didnt knw how 2 reply her. I was not only avoiding her, bt every1 else in fact. Am kinda lost now.. I'l reply her later on..
posted by dont forget 01'06 at 2:47 pm
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