Slumber.

*MOODLESS.

Hung onto that rejection n i pretended like nothing happened at all, its ok, its not meant to be; together with anyone.

There came another blow.. I came back that day n i saw my daddy carrying a different phone. So i looked at his other phones, they were all on the table.. 'So wat was that, that his carrying in his hands?' N as i drew closer to the object, my dad told me it was a new phone, the dopod 838pro.. My heart sank. It was the phone i so desperately wan, wan to have n i was even suggesting to work on the last 4days b4 my sch starts, i din though.. Bt i alrdy planned to save using my allowance. There he was persuading me if i needed such a phone, too ex n stuff.. Tata, its hereeeee.. I was.. disappointed. I alrdy couldnt manage tis anymore, the torment am goin thru, the sorrow..

Then i had to keep persuading, forcing my friends to play WOW, telling them day after day, anyting's about WOW. Y? Coz i reli tink its a nice game n we shld play it together. So i found out all the time they were giving me excuses.. My feelings, 'If u dun wan to play, juz freaking say so ok?' U dun waste my precious time, n effort n myself, as i keep toking bout WOW..

There is no 1 else to speak too, isolation i shld turn back into..

Family, friends n her..

I tel myself to stand up, stand up stand up! bt i cant.. the moment i step home, i get demoralized.. I dun wan 2 tok 2 any1 especially my daddy anymore, i dun wish to go breakfast anymore, i dun wish to stay at home anymore.. All i do at home now, is WOW. Nobody, nobody.. nobody, nobody..

Alone.

Love is no more,
A fake front for all.
Tired of attempts,
Dead as it ends.