elucidate

Puzzle..

It shldnt b a prob completing it by 13.. well, its my 1st attempt n i din knw it was so difficult can?? i'v tot alot of times to do other tings or mayb get help from others.. then, at the thought of the coming date line, i became terror-strikened. Thus most of the time spent tis holi, in conjuction wif effort is placed on the puzzle itself.. And i want tis puzzle to b done myself, i mean, puzzle's all about effort n if i cant reckon that fact, it is pointless.. I'v completed the 4 char's n currently working on the background itself, it shld b able meet target! n yes it will..

I drowned myself wif qns n debated over wat the reason was behind all these..

It seems, feelings get amplified regarding her.. i dwell on her reactions for way too long, and i mind about little things she do, her reactions, her thoughts.. It sparks off matters n i find it hard 2 control myself, those abrupt feelings.. If she was some1 normal, i wouldnt hav even started about making any plans, am nt someone who bothers much about bday n i dun giv presents, bt tis time is different.. She told me of how uninterested n normal her bday celebrations were, n deep within myself, i found an unexplainable feeling; i wan her to be happy.. i noticed e way she laughs, her funny actions.. they are adorable! i also remember every single detail she tels me, it juz registers even w/out me wanting to, but tis details isnt large to any extend, i feel she's holding back, bt its ok, am nothing to her..Another reason y she's different, after all our 'dates' together, i'l get her to call me, n hahaha.. tat was corny, bt yea.. tis routine started wif her, n only after any date wif her, i'l b waiting for her call..

For some reason, am slowly falling for her ..