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I missssssss herrrrrr..

My 2nd resolve..

As i looked at her on the train juz now, i realize how wonderful that sight might b.. It didnt occured to me she might mean some1 to me. Am not sure, bt 1 ting i knw, she's becoming more attractive day by day.. Friends told me, 'yes go after her' bt i told them no.

Why? i stil cannot get other gerls off her.. Other more appealing in terms of figure n looks. They juz seems more appealing, much beta to hav.. So i sometimes tel myself tis is physical appearance n more important is wats kept internally. Then as time goes by, tis feeling dissipated; Her acceptance seems critical or, rather significant.

Ther is no feelings involved, bt it reli startled me about the many many tings i plan to do for her.. The tots juz spark off like that. I wanted her to hav someting diff for her bday tis yr, she told me today how she got over her bday, wif frenz meeting up for meals and a family who rarely celebrates or even bothers.. And after being wif her, i juz wan her to feel happy.. Am going to surprise her on her bday wif my plan. I also told her to leave out the bday for me, n she was so touched! omg.. bt so was i when she told me she was grateful; i felt happy..

Then am goin 2 make her tis 1000 piece puzzle, mayb go esplande to watch someting rather than a movie we can do anytime, n then either to la cave winebar for codfish or the cable car dinner at fort canning hill. Then i'l deliver her the puzzle tml morning wif breakfast, prop macdonald's.. hahaa.. i tink tis shld b enuf to reli make her gan dong rit?? Then again, i plan 2 do celebrate the day b her bday, then on her bday itself, pass her the puzzle, isnt it beta? that will reli kick start her bday, yup! i tink am goin for the day b4..

Also she said juz now, all the guys she lik or likes her, are all those who plays n r not gd up ther.. Bt am goin 2 proof her wrong, am goin 2 study so well tis time round to prove to her that it isnt true, tt's my new resolve.. 'no it isnt true about wat u say..'

I dun care about her other guys anymore, although i get rather distracted, bt tis is all jealousy.. i shldnt consider it a part of me. So wat if she got short legs, or she isnt very pretty?

-i tink am beginning to see tings differently alrdy..

b & g

Juz pondering.. i'v seen gerls lik myself, we all tink we'r gd looking, or at least attractable.. N all the dao and action attitude, not bothering n stuff.. Bt deep inside, i feel we all wan 2 b recognise. And tt's not all.. we aint that bad ppl too.. I may seem some1 not ez n hard 2 tok too, bt actually i tink am rather noisy.. My frenz too, either guy or gal, they seem strangers that r hard 2 get along with, and it isnt true..

-So the moral of the story, dun action lik some big shot.. And for those who wan 2 knw, juz go ahead.

i tink i'v seen tangxin juz now, wat a dumb ass, smoking and the way she look so action la, i tot if it was her, so i took another glance and ther she went, 'pretty pretty'.. i saw her looking over after those few glance, bt not sure if she realized who i might b la, and i mayb mistaken.. Y so action!!!! Clearify tml, bt my bet is 75% la.. lol.