Realization.

Today was kbox wif karen, also my 2nd time only wif gerl la.. bt it went quite smoothly, save e shyness she has, the super polar airconditioning n my sore throat. Bt tis sucks la, wif sore throat on tis kind of occasion n i cant reach pitch coz i cant catch my breath properly, stil now i duno wat the hell was wrong, bt heck, i got compliements! yay..

I realized someting today, how come such a person lik me can b steadless for such a long time? Am i that bad? Am nt some1 wif high-esteem or condfident or watever la, i tel frenz n they cldnt believe it.. so am juz wondering wat went wrong.. mayb the gals that fall for me juz my aint my type, ther's no attraction at all.. Bt can tis b 'pei yang-ed', erm.. how do u call it? nurtured? hahaha.. alrit, i knw la, tis is 1 stupid habit.. I cant b bothered wif things that dont interest me at that point of time, bt it becomes regret later. Its such a dumb ting.. how come tings change so easily? i tink i beta term it as fickle-mindedness..

'Fickle-mindedness juz comes n go.. its a feeling withheld at present that show. Raging the mind, sorrow n regret u'l find. Juz so u dun let go, more ther is u'l find n feel cold..'