Care

'They have come a long way,
you have did alot till today.
Yet ard u 1 by 1 they fall,
u dont seem concious of them at all.'

I thought to myself i'v been doing so much for the people ard me. Mayb cause am trying to be someone whom they can count on, especially when they needed someone. There is tis bond btn me n them, i juz wan 2 take care of them, its necessary..

Juz recently.. i found out huihui's hand is still wrapped, i thought it has healed for it happened quite some time ago. It was still wrapped, in a BIG bandage also.
Then i found out mel met with car accident.. N it was only after she told me about it.. *i feel so useless? i cldnt b there lik how i wanted to always be ard them cause i din care.

This has never happened to me before? haha.. mayb i've been single for too long, or mayb i'v grown alittle older to start worrying bout my younger mates. It feels weird to b suddenly being so affected by their conditions when it isnt so much to do wif me, actually am juz a friend to them tts all.. Now i feel so bonded to sarah.. She's the gerl all guys would look for, but not for a relationship, bt companion.. its quite sad that i feel hardly any guys really loved her? this so cute and really honest gerl..

N just so, i realized am lik her..