'Buddy', ur gonee
18 April 2006
Had this quarrel. Unexpected it was, it ended as soon.. 10mins hs passed, our friendship was gone.
"Now i know why our friendship is so little.." was the last thing he said.
January 1999 was the year i met him. Since primary, we have been close friends.. closer as time passes by. Starting from sec3, he was always present on my birthday. Nt that we were gays, bt he was the kind of person who talks about friendship all the time, they call it 'jiang yi qi' in chinese. Our friendship was 'strong', in the sense we encountered many obstacles n we got acrossed them, reli huge 1's n whenever someone tells me about their buddy stuff? He'l b someone i'l b tokin about.. Someone who'l always be ther for u to count on, n he will nev turn down ur plans, lik staying out late? or even to travel overseas.. his juz that on going. Some friend really hard to come by..
But things ended juz afew days ago. Having started by my sister, they got along quite well, bt as things carry on.. it started turning stormy.. I was kept in the dark all along until 1 day, he came revealing everyting to me. This happened approximately 2months ago. He msged me on that tuesday afternoon n we had a big tiff. I nev expected myself to use the fuk word in e conversation, nt scolding him, bt representing how angry i was. Of all the things, he wanted 2 tok about my family. He was disappointed in the way i do tings in the family, n e way i treated my sis. That sparked off everyting. Lik who was he to meddle wif my family affairs? yes.. And I was more disappointed in him.. I thought he was reli the kind of thoughtful and understanding person all along? n look wat he has become, saying the truth, i was taken aback by him that day, watever he said, his stubborness to nt accept his fault and selfishness to put my sis above our friendship, n worst, to put himself over all.. I wanted to salvage our friendship, so i asked him wat happened when we met on friday, n he told me things are over, don't talk about it. then he went on avoiding by chatting wif my other fren.. tt's it.. He started this arguement, he wanted to severe friendship wif me, n he doesnt wan to make it up.. Fine, lik i'v alrdy did my part..
Till now i cant figure out what he was thinking then.. y was he so mad? n y did he wan things to end up tis way.. We were still planning on a trip to thailand wif our other 2 buddies.. Now where's the mood man? i knw i'l hav e uneasy feeling wif him ard, we'r so fake infront of each other.. I've lost a fren 'buddy'.
Had this quarrel. Unexpected it was, it ended as soon.. 10mins hs passed, our friendship was gone.
"Now i know why our friendship is so little.." was the last thing he said.
January 1999 was the year i met him. Since primary, we have been close friends.. closer as time passes by. Starting from sec3, he was always present on my birthday. Nt that we were gays, bt he was the kind of person who talks about friendship all the time, they call it 'jiang yi qi' in chinese. Our friendship was 'strong', in the sense we encountered many obstacles n we got acrossed them, reli huge 1's n whenever someone tells me about their buddy stuff? He'l b someone i'l b tokin about.. Someone who'l always be ther for u to count on, n he will nev turn down ur plans, lik staying out late? or even to travel overseas.. his juz that on going. Some friend really hard to come by..
But things ended juz afew days ago. Having started by my sister, they got along quite well, bt as things carry on.. it started turning stormy.. I was kept in the dark all along until 1 day, he came revealing everyting to me. This happened approximately 2months ago. He msged me on that tuesday afternoon n we had a big tiff. I nev expected myself to use the fuk word in e conversation, nt scolding him, bt representing how angry i was. Of all the things, he wanted 2 tok about my family. He was disappointed in the way i do tings in the family, n e way i treated my sis. That sparked off everyting. Lik who was he to meddle wif my family affairs? yes.. And I was more disappointed in him.. I thought he was reli the kind of thoughtful and understanding person all along? n look wat he has become, saying the truth, i was taken aback by him that day, watever he said, his stubborness to nt accept his fault and selfishness to put my sis above our friendship, n worst, to put himself over all.. I wanted to salvage our friendship, so i asked him wat happened when we met on friday, n he told me things are over, don't talk about it. then he went on avoiding by chatting wif my other fren.. tt's it.. He started this arguement, he wanted to severe friendship wif me, n he doesnt wan to make it up.. Fine, lik i'v alrdy did my part..
Till now i cant figure out what he was thinking then.. y was he so mad? n y did he wan things to end up tis way.. We were still planning on a trip to thailand wif our other 2 buddies.. Now where's the mood man? i knw i'l hav e uneasy feeling wif him ard, we'r so fake infront of each other.. I've lost a fren 'buddy'.
posted by dont forget 01'06 at 10:40 pm
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